Told you so

Hello people! :3! what's up! Yeah, i'm having a new layout *O* Isn't cutee~?? i love it x3! but i don't like it at ALLLL...because i don't like that the text is in the border or like in the extrem of the screen but, whatever x'D i'm being better at this blog stuff :l!

So i'm calling this post as ''Boders!''...uhmm...why? it's becaue it came to my mind in Spanish as ''Fronteras!'' and in English is ''Borders!'' :3 ...

And...in the next few posts you're going to see a lot of spring's photos as the one that is next to this! *O* I don't know but i'm starting to like a lot, besides... May that's the month of my bith is spring so *---*! I LOVE IT! LOL i don't know it's like an ultimate love! LOL.

Ehmm, i start officially this post as a way to express myself... in a free way, i'm hardly talking to someone about deep feelings because i don't like it for somereason, don't find a good reason to do it and... i'm at final tests so i'm PRETTY BUSY RIGHT NOW! XD!...Well...

I have been feeling, ok i think, between the past and today i have been growing slowly but i have been... now, it's like i had a fear to be alone and you know what? if i'm alone who cares?... If it was going to be it was better to be now than after, even when i shut my mouth for not f*ck up the little friendship that i still kept with my Ex-friend! ...

Even when i see her everyday, my feeling of love for her it's just going down, more and more i'm seing her like some ordinary person and just awful. I just confirmed some information -i suposed it and almost everytime i suppose something it happens!- and i was like: LOL...FAIL! o__o if i could say it here this will be a BOOM!!~ but accidentaly, she can open it, read it ;3 or someone from school and i want to keep it at least in a secret even when i was the last to know...LOL.

If i feel bad? Nope, i don't feel bad... why? i did the right choice after all, i know there's someone seeing at me and taking care of me... i KNOW IT... i'm just blind because i want to be for a time by my own... It's like i can't trust so open as i did before, just taking myself in a good care. It's bad? and who cares?... Everything is going away and if it's my time to be away for everything... it was going to happen sooner or later.

But good things have been going on in my life! i still keep the contact with my BFF from Spain <3!, i'm getting good grades -Going to explain it soon o.o-, My BF Aishiterus me LOL... and soo many things x3! Let's keep away the dark for now, i know God is with me and he will keep me in care, even when i can't see him or it! NOW THE MOST RANDOM THING EVER THAT HAPPENED IN THE DAYS THAT HAVE BEEN PASSING ON THIS WEEK:

● I got like a final grade 20 for Math *O*!!!! <333!!! I FTW! LOL...

● I got a good grade in Venezuela Geography wich means I'm a pipe O__O!

● I got a 19 or a 20 in English... YEY! :D!

● I had an amazing idea for a video, i just need time...

● I teached some gurls LOL for chemestry and i think one is going to bet a goo grade, let's see the other! i am really wishing her luck!! :'c

● I'm having final tests starting since yesterday! D:!!!

● I'm trying to learn ''Sorry, Sorry'' by Super Junior o.o i'll totally fail! :D! and with Kazumi -See in my affiliates :'D-

● LOL I HAVE 8 VIRUS IN MY PC -SHOT-

I think that's it from now but w/e good luck and wish me verryy veryy good luck x3!

''El fin de una etapa es sólo el comienzo de otra. Los riesgos superados son la preparación necesaria para pasar mejor a la próxima'' Paulo Coelho.

Blanca Morillo... Blanca M.

16/03/10 March 16th, 2010.

8:50 pm.